finding hope in our hopeless lives
Male, 18, New Zealand. Feel free to vent/talk to me. Music by me. *Trigger warning* I am not glorifying or promoting anything about depression, suicide or other forms of self harm. If anything here does prompt or trigger anything please leave immediately I don't want anything bad to happen to you.


if you stare at me in public my self esteem will drop 100%


relationship goal: a relationship

Trivium Ask!
1. Favourite Trivium song?
2. Least favourite Trivium song?
3. Favourite Trivium album?
4. Least favourite Trivium album?
5. Most underrated Trivium song?
6. Most overrated Trivium song?
7. Top 5 Trivium songs?
8. Best Trivium era?
9. Worst Trivium era?
10. Favourite lyric from a Trivium song?
11. Best Trivium guitar solo?
12. Best Trivium bass solo?
13. Best Trivium album cover?
14. Worst Trivium album cover?
15. Travis Smith, Nick Augusto or Mat Madiro?
16. How did you first get into Trivium?
17. If you had to pick 10 songs for Trivium to play live, what would the setlist be?
18. Seen Trivium live?
19. Favourite Trivium band member?
20. Own any Trivium merch? If yes, which ones?
21. If you were to introduce someone to Trivium, which song would you let them listen to and why?
"No one will miss me", "I’m better off dead"


When I worked at a non-profit that handled suicide prevention, I had access to the donation records. Each month, a specific man donated 15$ to our organization. It was like clockwork.. same day, same man, he had been doing this for over 4 years. It always seemed odd to me but I never questioned it… until I saw a note attached one month. "For Noah- Dad"

his donation was once his child’s allowance.

I can promise you, they would miss you for the rest of their lives.